too many things happen.

nie ak na cite mmg pasal ak dgn amin jea.
ktorg da stahon lebey. cukop untk ak tau pangai dy. 

suatu ketika dahulu, haha. mcam poyo jep >.<

ak tau ktorg akan salu gado ble dy start keje. n mmg itu yg blaku. sumpa ak ase cm gne bhse baku.
sbulan sblom annivesary ktorg. ktorg baek gyle. ak salu kol. n dy salu angkat. sb dy free. sb ak ta bgi dy keje ag time tu. ak soh dy cri keje lpas anniversary ktorg >.<

n ble dy da dpat keje. of coz lau ak kol dy salu ta angkat. penat n tension. tu alasan yg dah bese. n somehow ak start wat pangai time tu. mcam2 jdi. ak eksiden. ak jmpe dy tnpa tau cne na balek kmpus n mcam2 ag.

dy tension sgt smpai dy wat ak saket ati gyle. and ak snyap sminggu untk bgi dy ruang.
tnpa dpat ku sgka. dy cari awek bru. haihh.

ak gyle mse tu. sumpa ak gile.
bygknlaa. ak pnjat pgar kot smate na jmpe dy.
n sbnanye ak hnye wat dy ag tension.
tnpa ak sedarr.

yg tbaek mse tu. ak kua cri dy. dgn bntuan mmbe ak. tenkiu so much girl. love you :*
ak ta jmpe dy. tpi ak jmpe dgn mmbe dy. mmbe dy soh ak blek.
then ble smpai uma. ak chat dgn mamat tu.

yg buat gempak ag. ktorg kapel lpas shari ak smbg dgn dy.
ta pelik sb ak kapel dgn amin pon. ta smpai sjam ktorg text. haha.

ak tlalu confused n gile smpai nta. i rily thought that i lost my mind at that time.
yg daebaknye. ak ta nyesal.

tpi sbenanye. ak maseh sygkn amin. rindukn amin.
kapel dgn mamat tu ta dapt ubah knyataan tu sb dy hnye igtkn ak dekat amin.
tau sb ap? sb dorg rapat. sb dorg brothers.
pangai dorg sme.

hari bgnti hari. dy mkin bz dgn keje dy. dy ignore ak.
mcam amin. n ak hadapi situasi yg sme dgn dy mcam ak dgn amin dulu.

malam ak jmpe mamat tu.  amin text ak. ayat dy.
dy na ak stay. tpi..sgt saket.
ble dy bndingkn ak dgn awek bru dy.
ble ak tringat sume ayat dy yg mhina ak. yg mrndhkn diri ak.

mamat tu mmg tlg ak. tlg ak ta ilg waras.
dy wat ak gelak. dy bgi harapan bru.
kekuatan bru. smgt bru.
tpi syg. sume tu kjap jea.

then smpai mse ak msok u blek.
sem 2 da na bmula. sb ak ad sim laen. tpi tkde nset laen so ak target na beli nset bru.
sb mamat tu bz dgn keje. n sume org bz na balek kolej da.
ak ad amin jea yg leh teman ak. uke. ta kisah la tu dkire alasan ke ta. ak ta leh tipu hati sndri kn? ;)

so ktorg kua. n sumpa. ak ta ase ak kua dating dgn bf ak. sb otak ak ckap. story ktorg da hbes. fullstop.
tpi upenye pd dy ta. pd dy ak maseh stay. tggu dy. lawak kn?
nmpak ta btpe bodohnye ktorg mnyakiti hati maseng2? haha >.<

n aritu bru dy bbtol tau yg ak kapel dgn bestie dy tu. dy mara. dan ak suke.
teramat suke. kuwajaq kn? mb sb ak saket byk sgt sblom tu.

dan malam tu. dy suroh ak pileh. antre dy dgn mamat tu.
dy tnye seriusly kat ak. sumpa ase awkward sb ktorg bkan cmtu.
lau ak spill pape kt dy pon. dy tkde respon.
time tu. even ak da syg mamat tu still..ak ta leh lpaskn dy.

saat tu. ak na ckap. ak na dedua. tpi yg kua.
bie. tu jwpn dy.
anje na bie.

sggh ak syg dy.
n lpas tu sminggu dy text ak.
skrg? bese jea. dy ta start keje ag.

ak takot sbnanye. nti lau dy da keje. akn jdi kes cmni ag ke.
tpi ak yg dulu bkan yg skrg. ewah mcam lgu.
sumpa. rytoh ak da mati.
hati ak. bkan yg dulu.

hurmm. act ak na cepat nie. na pgy kl.
so daa. nti cite ag eh? >.<

love amin :)

na post tpi tkde mood so..

ak buat plus jual bbnde nie. na details? pgy kt link bwah nie >.<

http://kepalehotekk.blogspot.com/2013/11/keychain-singlekapelkeychain-kelas-pada.html

Gyle~

Suspen ta tajok dy? Haha

Paen gyle
Paen mental

Ayat tu korg akn salu dnga drpd mmbe yg rapat dgn ak
Haha

Bnde gyle yg tbaru
Adlah..

AK KAPEL DGN BESTFRIEND AMIN

Arr ,. Ak n amin
Nta ,. Tgantong kot

So..nme bf baru saia
Najmi :)

Ak ta tau na cite psal sape
Amin vs Najmi
Haha!!

Emm ,. Ak na cite pasal amin pon
Wat saket pale
Saket hati
Naya jea mnanges nnti

Cite psal najmi jea laa ,. Haha
Kte cite bnde happy jea kay? >…<

Arr ,. Ak ta expect pon na kapel dgn mamat nie
Dy yg minta
Ak igt dy maen2
Last2 btol2 pulak
Ak ta pna kate ye
Tpi ak pon ta pna rejek dy
Haha ,. Hurmm

Ble dy mnta
Ak cite la pngai ak
Yg mcam agk bngang ckit tu
;P
Pastu dy ckap
Dy ta kesah
Boleh jea tahan
N dy declare ak bini dy

Haihh~
Nta laa
Dy sgt comforting
Ak ske care dy
Mcam dy ske care ak
>…<

Mule2 agak scary
Sb dy besfren amin kot!

Tpi lame2
Ak sayang dy
Ak ske dy

Ak ckap kt dy
Ak perlukn s1 yg leh teman ak

N siyezly dy mmg teman ak
Dy layan gyle ak
Dy pujok ak ble ak sedyh
Dlam ta sdar
Dy jadi kekuatan ak

Ble ak saket
Tringat psal amin
Dy tros dtg
Berulang kali dy ckap

Watpe sedyh
Syg kn ad abg
Takyah igt la amin tu
T syg saket

Neway
Layanan dy
Mcam promising jea

For now
Let me live in this confusing situation
When the time comes
I will resolve everything wisely

Haha
Da masok zon sedyh

Kay ,. Ptot stop
Lastly

I love you abg >…<
#CapitalN

Rindu?

Da lame ta post eh? Hurmm ,. Na tules ap ktorg smbg smlam leh? Haha

Hurm ,. Smlam da tkde "bie" "anje" ,. Or i love you bubye thingy ,. And i taktau na ase ape ,. Haha ,. It's numb again ,. After all this long >…<

Ap eh ktorg smbg? Da lupe ,. Haha ,. Hurmm ,. Ak nie ,. Byk "rncgn" *mase depan* ,. Haha ,. Tpi tkde ase na cite sb nnti mmalukn diri sndri klau ta jadi ,. Kn?

Mmg salunye yg kate bubye adlh dy ,. So mmg ak da ta kesah ,. Da ta ase ap ,. Even ak yg na end call tu salu dy kate bye dulu

Smlam ,. Sth yg bkan luar biase ,. Ble ak suroh dy smbg tido ,. Ktorg diam dan dy sebot 'hello' untk tros bsmbg ,. Seronok? Nta ,. Hati ak ,. Numb

Dy tnye ak sehat ke ta ,. N ble ak ckap pening sb ta makan ,. Dy takde suroh pgy mkan ,. Dy mmg cmtu ,. Ta pelik ,.

Ak gtau ak na pgy kl rinie n mcam bese dy tnye ,. Pgy dgn sape ,. N ble ak ckap na pgy majlis bce yasin abg ,. Dy tnye "abg?" Ak ase da pna cite ,. Mb dy ta igt ,. Ta pelik un

Ak ta ske ble dy jerit "ha?!" Ak benci ble line kt uma dy terok ,. Bese la kwsn kg kn ,. Hurm..

Ble ak tnga pk na ckap ap ,. Dy tnye ,. Npe diam? Sblom tu ble angkat kol dy tnye ,. Knpe? Sb dy ta ske ble kol ta ckap pape ,. Katenye mbazir kedit ,. Tpi ak bil! Wekk! Haha ,.

Rindu terurai? Haha ,. Nta ,. Hati ak ,. Tawar hati? Bukan ,. Ak akn bgi ap yg dy na ,. Ak akn cube sedaye upaya ak buat ap yg dy na

Byk ,. Sgt byk soalan yg ak na tnye ,. Tpi ase mcm ak tkde hak na btanye ,. Dari dulu ak ta layak btanye mcam2 ,. Sorie ,. Baru sedar skrg ,.

Even smlam time ak na kol dy un ak teragakagak ,. Sgt teragakagak ,. Ak pk mb lpas nie ,. Mgkin ak ta kol dy da ,. Atas sbb trtntu *poyo ;P

So ak try kol ,. Tak nak mnyesal nnti ,. Ag un ak rndu sgt ,. Yg peliknye time kol ,. Ak hope dy ta angkat ,. Bngang kn? Haha

Bcinta ad byk stage kn? Asenye nie stage plg teruk ,. Ble duedue da givup ,. Da penat ,. Tpi duedue tamao lpas ,. Sb syg? Sb kcian? Spe tau ,. Hati org susah na duga ,. Kn?

Ak da stat mepek ,. Better end this cepat ,. Bye ,. Love you

P/s: smlam ,. Ak tkde ase na ucap ayat tu ,. Sb wat mse skrg ,. Ayat tu ,. Tkde makne :')

Menanges

Ak enjoy menanges skrg ,. Time tgk korea tpi sbnanye bkan sb cite tu tpi sb bf ak ,. Sdyh ble kte expect laen tpi jadi laen ,. Ag sdyh ble kte salah fham layanan dy kt ak ,. Haihh~ Hidop..

Nta

Dy kate dy mnyesal ,. Dy kate dy na lari dan dy kate lpekn ap yg dy ckap tu

Ak un ta tau na watpe ,. Sayang ,. Sgt sayang tpi org kate yg pnting bkan kte tpi dy

Lepaskn dy ,. Ak belum cukop kuat untk tu

Dy kate dy penat ,. Ak stop kcau dy tpi asenye tu ta mngubah pape

Ble tgk blek overall ,. Ak nampak ,. Ak nampak dy berubah ,. Ak nampak dy da fedap

Bkan syg tpi kcian ,. Lau syg takkan jdi cmnie kn ,. Sorie sayang ,. Saia bru perasan

Ak takda kyakinan ,. Untk tros berada dcitu ,. Untk tros menerima sglanye tpi ak cukop dgil untk lpaskn dy

Tell me wat to do ,. The love ,. It's there ,. With the miss n the hope ,. Should i stay till i crushed to pieces?

Maybe ,. For now ,. I'll endure ,. Dy un ta nampak mcm na lari ,. After all this

Emm

Mulemule dulu ,. Ak bgaul dgn bdak part one (semester satu) ,. Then ble ktorg diarahkn naek dorm atas ,. Ak da start bgaul dgn senior ,.

Ak sayang gyle katil ak skrg *buatbuat faham je#

Skrg da final ,. Bdakbdak yg sdorm dgn ak dulu rmei yg da blek ,. Ak ta tau npe ak ase sth ble tau dorg blek tnpa jmpe ak ,. Haha

Prob ak ,. Ak ta ske cari org ,. So kire salah ak la lau dorg ta ingat ak ,. Kn?

Bak ayat bf ak ,. Rmei kwan ,. Byk masalah dtg ,. Jngan salah fham ,. Bnda tu standard ble kte bgaul ,. Sgale bnda dkongsi ,. So byk la bnda jdi ,. Huhu

Kak fieza
Kak nat
Kak una
Kak zu
Kak ina
Kak ain
Kak anis

Org yg teman ak spanjang sem nie ,. Byk ajar ak ,. Rajin mlayan manja ak >.< Larat na dnga mulot biseng ak ,. Haha ,. T lat dpat ,. Ak post gmbr dorg ,. Huhu

Kali terakher ,. Knape??

Muke ak yg plg bughok? ,. Haha ,. Kt sebelah tu ,. Name dy kak una ,. Byk tlg ak ,. Sgt byk

Kes tbaru ,. Ak sewa kete lggar kete org ,. Dy tlg ak gak ,. Thanks kak una ,. Love u so much

Bcelaru

Muke bf ak yg plg bughok ,. Lau dy tau sti dy mara ,. Asal still 6pk chowmell eh? ,. Name un sayang! ,. Haha

Na buboh kt insta rmei owg la pulak ,. Huhu ,. Bie love u ,. Tpi ak try minta break td ,. Tlalu ikot perasaan

Sdyh╭(╯^╰)╮

Emm ,. Salah ak ,. Ikot kn sgt perasaan ,. Still ak ase dy bek sgt dgn ak ,. Ye bnda tu bkan ak wt ,. Tpi lau ak ta ckap takkan jdi cm nie ,. Ak ske wt hal time dy ad masalah ,. Ak ta pna bhave time dy tension ,. Ble ak ckap ak na take blame dy akn ingatkn bkan ak yg wt cmtu ,. Bie ,. Npe baek sgt? ,. Ase bsala gyle ,. Cm na nanges ,. Na jmpe dy ,. Dy mara un still dy pesan "nti mceh" even sbnanye tkda makne still ,. Arghh!! ,. Ak tension doh! ,. Da ,. Na tdo ,. Pnat g shopping n balai polis

Stalk~

Haha ,. Ta tau sjak ble ,. Tapi ak ske stalk org ,. Especially org yg ak ske n syg >.<

Arinie ak stalk bf ak *dri mlam smlam ak ngamuk smpai pgy td then at noon ak da mlas na mara da ,. Haha* ak jmpe sth yg nta ,. Tgk la sndri ,. Nilai sndri ,. Huhu

My opinion ,. Dy ckap dy takkan tggl ak tpi dy ngaku dy ta leh bdiri kt sisi ,. Ble dy post pasal ak ,. Ak seronok sgt even bnda tu mnyedihkn ak ,. Pathetic kn? ,. Huhu

P/s : Tira tu s1 yg dy ta leh get over ,. S1 yg da tkda kt dunia nie

Bengang!!

Eh ,. Org umo 19 mmg ske cri pasal dgn ak eh??

Si mamat btuah nie ske wt ak tggu dy cm sial hegeh kt dy

Si minah longkang nie maen puseng2 cite lak ,. Da kau salah ngaku jea la sial!!

Ta fham ak dgn org umo 19 nie ,. Arghh!!!!!

Ak kusot!!

Hmm..susah ak na trgkn..en f mmbe ak dri skula..en c ak da anggap mcm abg..en a bf ak..haihh..yg kelakarnye dorg gdo pasal awek pdhal 3-3 sme jea..lau bf ak ske bkorban mcm2 untk awek dy..en c ske lpe kwan ble dpt awek n en f ske emo psl awek..adeh..tu yg plg obvious la..yg laen ak mlas na cite..haihh..ak syg dorg 3 oh..siyez ak sdyh tiap kali dorg gdo dri dlu..nseb dorg ta gdo lame..tpi this time mcam da smpai tahap kritikal jea..ak na tlg..tpi tkot bf ak mara..tkot yg laen kte ak blagak pndai..haihh..dorg kte ak bru knal bf ak..tpi asenye dorg rapat un takda la lme mane..beh krg ktorg kpel jgak la..staun lbey..bie..haihh..lau tpk pasal nie sti ak mengeluh smbil sbot name bf ak..haha..bkan niat na beking tpi na wt cne ak syg bf ak lbey..haha..standard kn? *uke da lari tjok..haha* hurmm..na wt cne nie? na diam je ke? dorg jnji na cite kt ak ap mslh bf ak tpi ak sndri..ak da ready ke na dnga sume tu? ak sndri akn still lyn sume org sme ke lpas ak tau sume tu..sumpa ak kusot..da la na final! *poyo sume tu..haha* bie..anje syg bie..sorie lau anje ad smpan sth drpd bie..ak ckap cmtu kt dy smlam..n skrg ak ragu2..ak tau diri ak..ak tau hati ak..ak tkot ak ta kuat *da stat merepek..mb ak ptot stop..hurmm

Duet!!

Duet pt msok wehh!! ,. Ak hepy bkan sb tu ,. Ak hepy sb ayah soh ak enjoy dgn duet tu!! ,. Hahaha ,. Uke ,. Na test koku!! >.<

Excited

Emm ,. Smlam ak sje jea try test cri blog pnye ap ,. Upenye ad!! ,. Excited sgguh ak ,. Huhu ,. So ,. Beware ,. Ad kmungkinan ak byk post lpas nie >.<

mogok

konon ak mogok.tamao text n call dy.ta mao bukak fb,twitter,wechat,whasap,line n viber.siap ckap na deactivate wechat ag.haha.poyo ta?cm impossible un ad.haha.sape ta knal paen?ckap paen bkan leh caye sgt >.< ak ta tau asal ak update bnde alah nie pdhal ak tau tkde spe na bce.haha.so adios :)

p/s:i stil love him doh.lil' stupid huh ^.~

lesen d *_*

leh bygkn? lau mat rempit un mjerit nek kete skali dgn ak. trok gyle en care ak bwak kete? haha. tpi siyez. mmg byk kali ak na eksiden lau bwak kete un. just ta pna btolbtol eksiden yg trok jea. ak lau highway uke la. lau jalan dalam mmg sorie la. soalan dy mmg ta leh bla doh. anje na bunoh bie ke? haha. 1^st bumper. sb ak ta ske bwak slow. ble dorg jerit ak tekan emergency break. haha. 2^nd roundabout. tpi siyez. yg salah kete tu bkan ak. bnda ak da kt dlm bulatan. dy ptot tggu. kn? tpi dorg salu tekan. ag satu inci jea ki dgn kete tu. balak ak mmg mjerit soh ak turon da. haha. da la dy bdan ta larat ag. huhu. jahat en ak? sape soh ignore ak sminggu. padan mke. tpi dy ungkit. ak beriya na jmpe dy pastu na bunoh dy. haha. sorie bkan niat anje tpi awek bie nie mmg mental. haha. ak na raye wehh! sumpa ayat siot tu dtg dri mr. A haha. dy jgak ckap. lau ko na bwak kete gtau awalawal ak na beli life insurance. haha. sblom tu dgn mmbemmbe ak. ag bingit dorg jerit. almaklum perempuan. ‘adik’ ak un jerit leh tahan gak la. sume cuak tgk ak bwak kete. haha. tpi ayat sme yg kua. kak. adik na raya kak. kak! pelan! bonggol tu!! paen! bgy ak bwak la. nie 1^st and last kte nek dgn farahin. haha. cian dorg doh.

p/s:dorg tu sume tkde lesen na pgy rmpit tpi stil ta mao bg ak bwak even ak ad lesen. dorg ckap ak bwak kalah org takde lesen. signal da la ta pna bgi. haha.

#rizal? haha :)

hm. where to start eh? arr. it all starts with mr. A tnye. sape ad blog? well of coz I admitted. pastu dy kte “post kt blog” tau ta dy soh pos ap? pos aksi abg dy -.-* well act ta kesa sgt. sb bnde tu dorg ske. probnye ak yg ta minat! huhu. sorie to say la bie. siyez anje ta minat. and ble bf ak tnye. “best ikot urap?” ak ta igt ak jwb ap. tpi siyez ak snyap jea spnjg dorg puseng ipoh tu. deep down ak tkot. ta tau np. haha. bengong en bie? pdhal nutin happen un. huhu. tringat dy kate rempit sihatkn tgn =.=’ em. mr. A kte. ko ikot ktorg mmg bunyi biseng ckit. ceit. sumpa ta kesa. tpi ak sgt ta tahan dgn asap moto n vibrate moto tu! da la dorg hembus shisha kt muke ak sblom tu -.-* mmg perot ta sdap ah. lapa. tpi ta lalu makan. pastu kne mara dgn bie sb ta mkan byk2 sblom tu. haha. em. ad gmbr n videonye tpi dorg ta edit ag so ta leh na attach ;P

p/s:mat rempit byk ensem! nie fakta kay?! bf ak ckap mat rempit byk org kaye. haha. na cilok satu leh ta bie >.< hahaha. wekk! :P

na mention cni name bdakbdak nie. mr. A mr. Z mr. H mr. F korg sgt best wt mmbe lepak. huhu. rndu bf ak la pulak. haha. ily bie! *muah

bie

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10200368056025084&l=421e3d2d49

asal eh ak syg sgt kt dy?haha.soalan bodoh kn?haha.rmei org soh ak dump dy sb dy sgt kuang ajo.tpi dorg ta tau ak un kuang ajo jgak.haha.ag un bgi ak dy byk sacrifice utk ak.yg plg best ble dy ketok ak.ak leh ketok dy blek.haha.fham?#ape aku mepek nieh?!haha#

ak nie da la cpat bosan.mamat sorg nie lak jnis tggu jea lau ak ta kntek dy lame2.sgla urusan dgn mamat sng.ak ta prlu na kusot pk cne na jge ati dy sgt.kuang ajo kn?haha.#ape aku mepek nieh?!haha#apeape un ak syg dy >.<

dgn dy ak blaja jd matang.dgn dy ak byk blaja bnde bru.dgn dy ak blaja utk ta besarkn bnd yg kcik >.< uke ah . na blek da . bubye :)

berita thangat . ape ag lau bkn jerebu =='

uke . salam satu uitm :P

ak kua pgy td pukol 11 #takda la pgy sgt# jalan da pnuh dgn asap cm fogging . tpi pelik . bkn org fogging waktu maghrib ke ? ble ak tanye minah kt tepi jalan dorg kate 'JEREBU' sumpa ak ingat dorg prank ak -.- then ak text 'abg' ak so tbukti lah mmg jerebu . pelik kot . ak tgk smlam uke jea . rinie jerebu trok gilerr ! cm ta logik un ad . ag un ak ta tgk berita so ne la ak tau utan kt endon tu tbakar . abg ak rilek jea ckp 'cne byk dose' pdhal tmpt dy un jerebu gak =.=* 

p/s:ak bosan sbnanye . ta plan na post un . nie un gne broadband mmbe .

bozo msok u !!

hye sume !!

pergh ! gilerr . da bpe taon ak ta update eh ? 2 n half maybe ? haha . sorie guys . bz . bz :P haha .
ape khabar sume ? sihat ? #ngee . da lme ta update ak da lpe cne na nules dlm blog >.<#
so . skrg ak further study kt uitm seri iskandar
ye . seri iskandar bkn sri iskandar sb ayh ak kte sri tu keling punye name =='
pdahal dlm map sume tuleh sri . adoii .
uke tgglkn bab yg ta pntg .
na cite ape eh ? life ak ?
arr . sb ak da biase dok hostel so takde culture shock or wateva . 
home sick un ta . kuang ajo en ? haha .
ape ag ? ouh ye . ak kt lib ni e. lau ak kt lib n pi (masjid) ak mmg gne wifi dy jea. haha . siyez ak malas na beriya update post nie .
ak saje na post sth stlah bkurun lamenye . and ase nye . ak na out da .
haha . see u soon :)

p/s:ina brokenhearted skrg . ak da ta tau na wt cne bg dy uke . hurmm .